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"You'll never really find those perfect words, something more than just, goodbye. It's hard to remember the good times when there was just so much heartache; and they deserve more than that. They deserve more than just one single moment of sadness. So just remember, when there's enough love in our hearts to burst like a fuckin' supernova, then there's sure as hells enough love in our heart, to spark that famous smile. We all lose someone at some point in our lives, but don't ever let go of that smile. Hold on forever, because that's our final dedication."
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  • Created: 22/03/2012 at 11:17 PM
  • Updated: 16/04/2012 at 9:54 PM
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My delusions have become alot more severe the past few days. I thought it was just me; the things I was saying and doing. But once I spoke to my psych about it today, she informed I was going through another psychotic episode. I wake up, think I'm invincible, convince myself I'm part Jesus, then climb on the roof, or lie on the road. The problem is I think it's normal. I create unrealistic fantasies in my head and picture myself doing outrageous things, then I try to fulfill them and I only end up failing, which causes a lot of stress and disappointment. I can't help it.
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#Posted on Monday, 16 April 2012 at 9:54 PM via Skyrock Android

Mirror Mirror

Mirror Mirror
We do stupid things when we're trying to mask up the inside. We wear pretty clothes and do our make up to make people believe we're ordinary. On the outside, maybe, but inside we're revolting, confused, distorted and filthy. But they can't see past the image we create for ourselves. They ignore the irresponsible actions. What they don't see is that it's our inner self coming out in destructive, outrageous ways. Our whole lives are lived fake. We live in dark, cold realization. Inside we're buried deeper then we can describe, we have no power, no significance, just multiple images. And that is all we'll ever be.
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#Posted on Monday, 16 April 2012 at 9:37 PM via Skyrock Android

Misguided ghost.

Misguided ghost.
I just sat down next to a boy and asked him for a smoke, he decided to start a conversation with me, our eyes quickly found each others arms and at that exact moment we knew we had something in common. He told me I was dead, and that he believed the dead roamed the earth in a life like form. I quickly found interest in him. He eventually said good bye and left. I've been sitting in the same place for about half an hour and he just came back, he sat down next to me, told me I was the most beautiful person he had ever seen, gave me 6 cigarettes and walked off. Part of me is hoping he'll come back so we can talk a little more and possibly hold each other. There was something about him. I would feel comfortable having our bodies touch.
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#Posted on Wednesday, 28 March 2012 at 4:07 PM via Skyrock Android


I keep having a dream about you, and then I can't stop thinking about you. I created you in my mind for comfort, but even in my dreams you left. I remember so clearly, you screaming at me to leave and then you dug the knife into my stomach and I woke up, shaking. It's terrifying, you seem so real. I see you every night, you avoid me, and it confuses me. Why am I connected to something that isn't real?
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#Posted on Saturday, 24 March 2012 at 9:31 PM via Skyrock Android


I hate the words 'life' and 'reality'. Life. What is life? Like, what is the proper definition, in an understanding sense? To live is to what? I don't understand. It could be classified as a religion almost, in my point of view. The difference between life and death? When we're dead we're just corpses right, 'lifeless' corpses. But aren't we like that when we're 'alive'? I don't know. I can't explain it. We're all decaying slowly, just like a dead person. Reality? I don't even know how to put this into words but I'll give it a go. Ones reality, could be another's dreams, or their worst nightmares. Is reality the sense of whats going on in front of us? To what we're subconscious to knowing? There could be so much more beyond that. But we can't see it because we're blinded with 'reality'. Does this make sense? I think I see beyond that. I don't have a reality, I have a warped concept of every day actions and the way I function. I see outside the square, noticing things people never see. I float, above 'reality'. I dream and I get afraid. I don't know. This is confusing, I've just wanted to be able to explain this for so long.
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#Posted on Saturday, 24 March 2012 at 9:11 PM via Skyrock Android

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